Telah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya
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Salahku mencintai dirinya saat jauhku terpisah
Darimu, Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,
Ku cintainya,
Hatiku pun inginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku kepada dirimu
Kusakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku
C/O
Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang
Didalam hatiku tuk mencintainya...
(Terhanyut jiwa ini, terjatuh dihatinya)
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Thursday, July 7, 2011
sambungan dari hidop yang kebosanan
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: itz already 3 pm but tak mandi lagi and him
35. Most visited webpage: itunes?
36. Whats your real name: anak perempuan en hasnol
37. Nicknames: cem, naddot, nad, anak hasnol, beyonce (exaggerate jer lbh ni ), cempakz n sewaktu dengannya
38. Relationship Status: i'm taken but single..haha
39. Zodiac sign: aries
40. Male or female?: female lor
41. Primary School?: fowlie primary school and s.k.alai
42. Secondary School?: seri puteri cyber da jaya
43. High school/college/university?: matrix londan a.k.a londang (piewh2 bajet) n UiTM Shah Alam and next will be?
44. Hair colour: malu nk jawap dis question
45. Long or short: medium coz my hair abnormal, x nak panjang-sighed-
46. Height: nie lagi soalan yg sensitive nk jawap
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: do i? i'm juz cannot get over jejaka kacak..haha..i'm a man lover
48: What do you like about yourself?: despite my big hips and abnormal hair, ermm hardly think one..wait a minute..u mean physically or inner stuff?okay soalan ni kompius kn aku, next
49. Piercings: used to have..ears but ouch!i can't tolerate pain
51. Righty or lefty: righty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery:u mean i undergo surgery?or i bedah something?again this question makes me look like a bimbo but certainly not a plastic surgery..hhehe
53. First piercing: high school
54. First best friend: i still remember her name even our mums close to each other-kindergarten.
55. First sport you joined:poker tu sport ke?if yes under what category?hand sports?hahaha
56. First vacation: padang pasir tak berapa pasir
58. First pair of trainers: wei asal soalan nie keji sgt, i can't remember..not important to remember
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nope
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to: take a bath and scream to my beloved cousin, ask her to sweep the floor for the third times
62. Listening to: air dr shower tak tutup rapat, lingkage
63. Waiting on: en ke abes kursus..
YOUR FUTURE
64. Kids?: lepas kahwin, if i can get one
65. Get Married?: ermm 2 years from now?woah!
66. Career?: self driven company and i'm da CEO
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: if eyes tak cantik, tgk lips, if lips x cantik, tgk eyes, if both ugly, tak yah tgk.
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs!
69. Shorter or taller: taller juz like him
70. Older or Younger: same age but older iz okay
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: i want both!but nice stomach is the best!hehe
73. Sensitive or loud: if both mild, then itz okay for me..(aku baru perasan aku tak dpt m'jawap soalan yg ade 2 choices
74. Hook-up or relationship: none
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: none coz i'm a completely trouble maker and i x want da world turns topsy turvy because there 10 trouble makers like me..see i'm a responsible person
--------------------------to be continued--------------------------
35. Most visited webpage: itunes?
36. Whats your real name: anak perempuan en hasnol
37. Nicknames: cem, naddot, nad, anak hasnol, beyonce (exaggerate jer lbh ni ), cempakz n sewaktu dengannya
38. Relationship Status: i'm taken but single..haha
39. Zodiac sign: aries
40. Male or female?: female lor
41. Primary School?: fowlie primary school and s.k.alai
42. Secondary School?: seri puteri cyber da jaya
43. High school/college/university?: matrix londan a.k.a londang (piewh2 bajet) n UiTM Shah Alam and next will be?
44. Hair colour: malu nk jawap dis question
45. Long or short: medium coz my hair abnormal, x nak panjang-sighed-
46. Height: nie lagi soalan yg sensitive nk jawap
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: do i? i'm juz cannot get over jejaka kacak..haha..i'm a man lover
48: What do you like about yourself?: despite my big hips and abnormal hair, ermm hardly think one..wait a minute..u mean physically or inner stuff?okay soalan ni kompius kn aku, next
49. Piercings: used to have..ears but ouch!i can't tolerate pain
51. Righty or lefty: righty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery:u mean i undergo surgery?or i bedah something?again this question makes me look like a bimbo but certainly not a plastic surgery..hhehe
53. First piercing: high school
54. First best friend: i still remember her name even our mums close to each other-kindergarten.
55. First sport you joined:poker tu sport ke?if yes under what category?hand sports?hahaha
56. First vacation: padang pasir tak berapa pasir
58. First pair of trainers: wei asal soalan nie keji sgt, i can't remember..not important to remember
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nope
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to: take a bath and scream to my beloved cousin, ask her to sweep the floor for the third times
62. Listening to: air dr shower tak tutup rapat, lingkage
63. Waiting on: en ke abes kursus..
YOUR FUTURE
64. Kids?: lepas kahwin, if i can get one
65. Get Married?: ermm 2 years from now?woah!
66. Career?: self driven company and i'm da CEO
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: if eyes tak cantik, tgk lips, if lips x cantik, tgk eyes, if both ugly, tak yah tgk.
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs!
69. Shorter or taller: taller juz like him
70. Older or Younger: same age but older iz okay
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: i want both!but nice stomach is the best!hehe
73. Sensitive or loud: if both mild, then itz okay for me..(aku baru perasan aku tak dpt m'jawap soalan yg ade 2 choices
74. Hook-up or relationship: none
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: none coz i'm a completely trouble maker and i x want da world turns topsy turvy because there 10 trouble makers like me..see i'm a responsible person
--------------------------to be continued--------------------------
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
hasil dari aktiviti yang bosan part 1
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: milo sejuk sebab malas nak masak air
2. Last phone call: amirul my cousin coz i need him to fetch me from ktm
3. Last text message: pon to him coz after 25mins baru nampak batang hidung dia
4. Last song you listened to: J.Lo-hit on the floor kat dlm ktm td
5. Last time you cried: last two days coz nak kena balik bangsar-guess what, after 10 years in and out from home but most of da time out, i'm still incapable to overcome homesick..can u?
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: sometimes i need the second date.
7. Been cheated on: yes and cheated back
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: u mean died?if it is for undead, yes i do
10. Been depressed: yes and affected me waking up in the morning to attend class(alasan jer lebih..hehe)
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12.red
13. black
14. green
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
15. Made a new friend: hell yeah, even queue kat depan toilet pon boleh jadi kawan
16. Fallen out of love: sometimes but in the end of the day, falling in love back.
17. Laughed until you cried: two days ago coz i was watching fury vengeance..so yesterday nadia hasnol
18. Met someone who changed you: maybe but i'm more fairly convinced that i'm entirely responsible for any changes that made by me and yes those people help me to change just by instilling the idea of changes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: i was not a good friend either, forgive me
20. Found out someone was talking about you: of course, i overheard my own sis was talking about me, nak kena budak itu..berani dia
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: hahahaha
22. How many people on your friends list do you know you in real life: if dey know dat i'm just a bunch of crap, always up to loco and give them heebie-jeebies sort of feeling, then they know me
23. How many kids do you want?: i prefer not to discuss this..ahakz
24. Do you have any pets: not at the moment for real because i'm too scared that it will die under my watch and yes it happened!nak wat camne so i only have pet in my iphone..i was too busy with life..hehe
25. Do you want to change your name: nope but i always give my first fake name
26. What did you do for your last birthday: i got mad with my former students coz tak buat homework after they sang me a birthday song..just en ke and I celebrated early which actually happened on his birthday dat two days earlier than mine and it was sunday..tak adil punya en ke and calendar
27. What time did you wake up today: set alarm 10.30 a.m but i let it snoozed..after the genap 5 kali baru bangun
28. What were you doing at midnight: sleeping with teknik guling yg terbaik
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: too many, i'm reckless
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last two days
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: sometimes i do have something to change but then everything happens for a reason
32. What are you listening to right now : bunyi pam air tank ikan umah mak cik aku, harap2 yang ni hidop lama sket
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: person?no an animal yes
---------------------end of part 1-----------------to be continued
1. Last beverage: milo sejuk sebab malas nak masak air
2. Last phone call: amirul my cousin coz i need him to fetch me from ktm
3. Last text message: pon to him coz after 25mins baru nampak batang hidung dia
4. Last song you listened to: J.Lo-hit on the floor kat dlm ktm td
5. Last time you cried: last two days coz nak kena balik bangsar-guess what, after 10 years in and out from home but most of da time out, i'm still incapable to overcome homesick..can u?
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: sometimes i need the second date.
7. Been cheated on: yes and cheated back
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: u mean died?if it is for undead, yes i do
10. Been depressed: yes and affected me waking up in the morning to attend class(alasan jer lebih..hehe)
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12.red
13. black
14. green
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
15. Made a new friend: hell yeah, even queue kat depan toilet pon boleh jadi kawan
16. Fallen out of love: sometimes but in the end of the day, falling in love back.
17. Laughed until you cried: two days ago coz i was watching fury vengeance..so yesterday nadia hasnol
18. Met someone who changed you: maybe but i'm more fairly convinced that i'm entirely responsible for any changes that made by me and yes those people help me to change just by instilling the idea of changes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: i was not a good friend either, forgive me
20. Found out someone was talking about you: of course, i overheard my own sis was talking about me, nak kena budak itu..berani dia
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: hahahaha
22. How many people on your friends list
23. How many kids do you want?: i prefer not to discuss this..ahakz
24. Do you have any pets: not at the moment for real because i'm too scared that it will die under my watch and yes it happened!nak wat camne so i only have pet in my iphone..i was too busy with life..hehe
25. Do you want to change your name: nope but i always give my first fake name
26. What did you do for your last birthday: i got mad with my former students coz tak buat homework after they sang me a birthday song..just en ke and I celebrated early which actually happened on his birthday dat two days earlier than mine and it was sunday..tak adil punya en ke and calendar
27. What time did you wake up today: set alarm 10.30 a.m but i let it snoozed..after the genap 5 kali baru bangun
28. What were you doing at midnight: sleeping with teknik guling yg terbaik
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: too many, i'm reckless
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last two days
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: sometimes i do have something to change but then everything happens for a reason
32. What are you listening to right now : bunyi pam air tank ikan umah mak cik aku, harap2 yang ni hidop lama sket
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: person?no an animal yes
---------------------end of part 1-----------------to be continued
On the 5th day
saket pewot seharian dan tak ada kene mengena dengan tajuk entry di atas..maafkan daku..sebab sudah berhabuk blog apek ini..sesibuk macam mana pon..sini juga akan ku curah..yela..tak kemana tumpahnya kuah kari mamak kalau tidak ke roti canai..kalau nan cheese sedap gak..melalut dah ni dan kenapa ayat aku macam karamsinghunoewho..ermmm..
hari ini hari yg ke-5 en ke saya bertapa dalam hutan..ntahlah hutan mana pon aku tak tahu..janji bukan hutan rumjungle kat jalan P.Ramlee sudahlah..four days to go since obviously dalam hutan mana ade plug nak charge phone..kalaulah boleh charge henpon en ke yang kurang bermutu tu kat akar, dahan, ranting, daun dan sewaktunya sudah pasti aku tak weng-weng malam ini. Tak pe, pagi semalam he already called me, taktik nak sedapkan hati padahal dalam hati -" siap r kamu, tahun ini kamu raya lah seorang diri, pilih baju sendiri nanti, saya nak buat dek je sampai kamu dah bayar kat kaunter saya akan kutuk kaw2 sampai kamu pergi jual kat orang lain'-ini monoblog dalaman yang tak mungkin dapat diungkapkan secara lisan.
piew2 saya bosan tak dapat kutuk kamu hari ini dan menyampaikan berita gembira bagi saya dan tinggi kemungkinan berita buruk untuk sang wallet~
p/s: salahkan unifi sebab selalu menyebabkan saya buat dosa kering.
hari ini hari yg ke-5 en ke saya bertapa dalam hutan..ntahlah hutan mana pon aku tak tahu..janji bukan hutan rumjungle kat jalan P.Ramlee sudahlah..four days to go since obviously dalam hutan mana ade plug nak charge phone..kalaulah boleh charge henpon en ke yang kurang bermutu tu kat akar, dahan, ranting, daun dan sewaktunya sudah pasti aku tak weng-weng malam ini. Tak pe, pagi semalam he already called me, taktik nak sedapkan hati padahal dalam hati -" siap r kamu, tahun ini kamu raya lah seorang diri, pilih baju sendiri nanti, saya nak buat dek je sampai kamu dah bayar kat kaunter saya akan kutuk kaw2 sampai kamu pergi jual kat orang lain'-ini monoblog dalaman yang tak mungkin dapat diungkapkan secara lisan.
piew2 saya bosan tak dapat kutuk kamu hari ini dan menyampaikan berita gembira bagi saya dan tinggi kemungkinan berita buruk untuk sang wallet~
p/s: salahkan unifi sebab selalu menyebabkan saya buat dosa kering.
Monday, May 30, 2011
REVENGE THAT I REGRETTED, maybe
YOU, yes YOU,
itz you,
for the past,
u had broke my heart,
not once, not twice but several times
but I won't give up at that time
coz i had made a promise to myself
that I always win and never lose face to others
ego was my leverage
determined to ensure that one day I will be your one and only
above than the rest that you could ever loved
and that day has came for quite some times
but it held me from running all those broken times
and all I knew was a revenge
I was overly convinced that it took a small revenge
to mend
but I got carried away,
it was not a revenge but revenges,
I knew it broke your heart so much
nor equal to the damage that you have done
YES I was being unfair to you dear
and yes after I got my revenge
I WAS NOT HAPPY
in the end I regretted
maybe
itz you,
for the past,
u had broke my heart,
not once, not twice but several times
but I won't give up at that time
coz i had made a promise to myself
that I always win and never lose face to others
ego was my leverage
determined to ensure that one day I will be your one and only
above than the rest that you could ever loved
and that day has came for quite some times
but it held me from running all those broken times
and all I knew was a revenge
I was overly convinced that it took a small revenge
to mend
but I got carried away,
it was not a revenge but revenges,
I knew it broke your heart so much
nor equal to the damage that you have done
YES I was being unfair to you dear
and yes after I got my revenge
I WAS NOT HAPPY
in the end I regretted
maybe
Sunday, April 10, 2011
He
you have changed dear
to be a real lover
you show me
what it takes to be my man
to stitch back the whole heart
to mend what was broken
i have saw this coming
because it cost me a bullet
not that i don't appreciate after all you had been through
nor that i have not well convinced
it just a chip on my shoulder
i forgive but never forget
and now you make me harder
to miss you in my chapter of life
and in the end
i need you like you need me too
but having you
the word 'guilt' confronts me
coz you have left me with no reason
to finally to leave you one day
i only need one mistake
then i shall make this right.
to be a real lover
you show me
what it takes to be my man
to stitch back the whole heart
to mend what was broken
i have saw this coming
because it cost me a bullet
not that i don't appreciate after all you had been through
nor that i have not well convinced
it just a chip on my shoulder
i forgive but never forget
and now you make me harder
to miss you in my chapter of life
and in the end
i need you like you need me too
but having you
the word 'guilt' confronts me
coz you have left me with no reason
to finally to leave you one day
i only need one mistake
then i shall make this right.
flying text to no where
sorry..for a long pause..
i was trying to cope my new 'nyampah' life
school, students, lesson, supervisor, house n him
it drove without a final red light..
and
i felt that i had hit by a big rock
struck by 'truth' lightning
i fell
lay there unconsciously
it gave a big impact..
it questioned my integrity
it revised my philosophy of life
perhaps a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush
and i hope i had made the right decisions.
i was trying to cope my new 'nyampah' life
school, students, lesson, supervisor, house n him
it drove without a final red light..
and
i felt that i had hit by a big rock
struck by 'truth' lightning
i fell
lay there unconsciously
it gave a big impact..
it questioned my integrity
it revised my philosophy of life
perhaps a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush
and i hope i had made the right decisions.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Makin lame mkn jauh..
why it shud be like dat..
Arghh!!will everything 'll be ok later
Bila kite x serumah nanti..
Yes..best fren shud x live together..
Dat was our mistake dat we have made..
I tot so..
I noe u feel sad..
But wat we can do..da damage has been done..
I can't undo n thingz worser day to day..
I'm asking for a sunshine..
To make our sky a brighter day..
Sometimes i hope our farewell should be soon..
So u wont get angry with me anymore..
U wont hurt anymore..
U wont cry anymore..
U wont officially despise me no more
But we r going to have a missing room..
We will have something to talk..
Joking like da old days..
Calling n texting for sharing..
I'm dying for dat..
Do u think so?
Deep my heart..i don't want you to go..
N not ready to let u go..
why it shud be like dat..
Arghh!!will everything 'll be ok later
Bila kite x serumah nanti..
Yes..best fren shud x live together..
Dat was our mistake dat we have made..
I tot so..
I noe u feel sad..
But wat we can do..da damage has been done..
I can't undo n thingz worser day to day..
I'm asking for a sunshine..
To make our sky a brighter day..
Sometimes i hope our farewell should be soon..
So u wont get angry with me anymore..
U wont hurt anymore..
U wont cry anymore..
U wont officially despise me no more
But we r going to have a missing room..
We will have something to talk..
Joking like da old days..
Calling n texting for sharing..
I'm dying for dat..
Do u think so?
Deep my heart..i don't want you to go..
N not ready to let u go..
Sunday, February 27, 2011
to her
i'm sorry if i'm being mean to u
sorry if u think that i was being a bitch to u..
n ditch u again n again..
i just want to know..
itz x as wat as u saw..
plz hear me out..
yes..itz truth u already gave me a look 'i told u so'..
but u seriously u convicted me before the court start.
i was in the amist of hardship with my relationship..
itz too complicated n bothers me so much..
i want to share
but u always gave me a cold shoulder
your eyes x being helpful either..
every time u walk inside..i can't barely count how many times u gave me a quick smile
n i was just as dumb grinned..
maybe i was in da wrong place
at the wrong time..
maybe i was too bothering
or maybe u hate me being in this house?
n silent iz da best treatment..
dear, even i had da worst day in my life..
coming back home and have a nice little chat with u would be my ultimate goals
i'm tired too..but who am i to compare yours?
there's nothing in my world that can compare to you.
'i jeopardize my love relationship just to defend you
but did you know that?'
thank u for dat..but dear i did da same thing too..
to him n to our friends..
they tell me that they tell me this..
and in the end of the day i shut them all..
or maybe i was not good enough like u
dear, without you realize,
u have replaced me a long time ago
after u met him
i x blame him..n he z so nice to you
but things changed..time passed
it was not the same like we used to have..
to do..laughed..cried..loved
our first three years ago..
i accept it
n i'm just trying to find alternative for that replacement
most of the time i said sorry..
but i hear a little from you..
u may not realize that sometime a small thing that u do..
hurt me most..
banging from the door does say something
yes u r still my bff n i'm human too..
it does x help at all..
but what can i say n what can i do...
i owe you too much..u have done a lot
to ask you more than forgiveness..
because of our ignorant we forgot that we had done so many things
to defend this 'friendship'
da same amount..
da same weight..
n sacrifices but i realize n i want to let you know
blame me for everything
curse me for not being a good friend
shut me for not understand you the most..
say whatever u want to say dear..
coz i'm still here..
waiting for my best friend to come back home
sorry if u think that i was being a bitch to u..
n ditch u again n again..
i just want to know..
itz x as wat as u saw..
plz hear me out..
yes..itz truth u already gave me a look 'i told u so'..
but u seriously u convicted me before the court start.
i was in the amist of hardship with my relationship..
itz too complicated n bothers me so much..
i want to share
but u always gave me a cold shoulder
your eyes x being helpful either..
every time u walk inside..i can't barely count how many times u gave me a quick smile
n i was just as dumb grinned..
maybe i was in da wrong place
at the wrong time..
maybe i was too bothering
or maybe u hate me being in this house?
n silent iz da best treatment..
dear, even i had da worst day in my life..
coming back home and have a nice little chat with u would be my ultimate goals
i'm tired too..but who am i to compare yours?
there's nothing in my world that can compare to you.
'i jeopardize my love relationship just to defend you
but did you know that?'
thank u for dat..but dear i did da same thing too..
to him n to our friends..
they tell me that they tell me this..
and in the end of the day i shut them all..
or maybe i was not good enough like u
dear, without you realize,
u have replaced me a long time ago
after u met him
i x blame him..n he z so nice to you
but things changed..time passed
it was not the same like we used to have..
to do..laughed..cried..loved
our first three years ago..
i accept it
n i'm just trying to find alternative for that replacement
most of the time i said sorry..
but i hear a little from you..
u may not realize that sometime a small thing that u do..
hurt me most..
banging from the door does say something
yes u r still my bff n i'm human too..
it does x help at all..
but what can i say n what can i do...
i owe you too much..u have done a lot
to ask you more than forgiveness..
because of our ignorant we forgot that we had done so many things
to defend this 'friendship'
da same amount..
da same weight..
n sacrifices but i realize n i want to let you know
blame me for everything
curse me for not being a good friend
shut me for not understand you the most..
say whatever u want to say dear..
coz i'm still here..
waiting for my best friend to come back home
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Kekanda saya suka ini
for beginner bukan macam saya
Minimo
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Tech Spec.
Price - RM 220 - 290 (including accessories)
2.0 Megapixels cmos sensor
1600 X 1200 size
2GB SD card compatible
Video
USB
for advance user macam aku..biar betik..haha
Holga 135BC
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Tech Spec.
Price : RM 255/260 (basic)
Format : 35mm film
Shutter : f/100 and “B” Bulb mode
Aperture : f/8
Focal Length : 46mm Optical Lens
Depth Of Field : 3 to infinity
Focus Zone : 4 setting
Weight : 178gm
Hotshoe external flash adapter
Aktivity sampingan
hari ini cekgu sangat malas untuk memikirkan lesson plan untuk esok..bilik guru pun sudah macam alam angker..ramai yang menghadiri mesyuarat..oleh kerana tidak mahu mati kebosanan..dengan pantas saya pergi m'google image diri sendiri..sahaja nak tengok ada ihsan lain yang bernama nadia..tapi setakat ini..hanya nadia hasnol seorang sahaja yang reti mencapap kat dalam dunia ini..hahaha..
okey saya agak bohsan tengok gambar photogedik milik sendiri..lalu pantas klik kat 'da other nadia'..akhirnya..gambar orang kahwin pon muncul..aktiviti usha m'usha pun bermula..tiba-tiba rasa macam memiliki kamera adalah wajibughunah..bukan sunat macam dahulu...paling koman pun dapat lomo pun jadilah(kekasehku take note sambil main kelip-kelip mata..kalau kamu belikan saya akan hidup kembali)..aku masih belum terbuka hati untuk memiliki kamera yang terlebih cangih..belum sampai seru..
berbalik pada gambar-gambar orang kawin..inilah hasil main cari-cari..ea..jangan salah anggap..saya bukan tak sabar nak kawin..masih jauh lagi perjalanan saya..masih banyak benda belum sanggup saya korbankan..tetapi semua bergantung pada perangai sang kekaseh..okey ini adalah hasil skodeng saya
okey saya agak bohsan tengok gambar photogedik milik sendiri..lalu pantas klik kat 'da other nadia'..akhirnya..gambar orang kahwin pon muncul..aktiviti usha m'usha pun bermula..tiba-tiba rasa macam memiliki kamera adalah wajibughunah..bukan sunat macam dahulu...paling koman pun dapat lomo pun jadilah(kekasehku take note sambil main kelip-kelip mata..kalau kamu belikan saya akan hidup kembali)..aku masih belum terbuka hati untuk memiliki kamera yang terlebih cangih..belum sampai seru..
berbalik pada gambar-gambar orang kawin..inilah hasil main cari-cari..ea..jangan salah anggap..saya bukan tak sabar nak kawin..masih jauh lagi perjalanan saya..masih banyak benda belum sanggup saya korbankan..tetapi semua bergantung pada perangai sang kekaseh..okey ini adalah hasil skodeng saya
nama pengantin laki ini en hasnol tapi beliau conpem bukan bapa saya..pengantin perempuan pun bukan mak tiri saya
inilah nadia lain hasil carian saya
saya suka gambar dari wedding ini sebab pengantin perempuan cantik..haha aku sangat bias
love it!
sejuk hati cik yipah kalau ada macam ini
huuuuu!..woah!!
cantiknya jalan
Bini: bang..abg cilok vespa arwah hj senin ea?
Suami: ahah..kena pecut ni..road tax arwah dh mati
suami: Yeah!hutang ngan bank sebb nk kawin ngan darling tak abes lg.
bini:okey kita cerai sekarang
cis..ini antara idea saya..tak pe saya punya yg boleh bergerak..kena kawin ngan tokey KTM lepas ni
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Untuk Sang Kekaseh yg telah aku deactivate fb beliau
chill....
rilek r brader..
wa nyer entry sejak2 akhir ni mmg ade niat nk tinggalkan kamu
tp wa dah janjikan...
aiskhh...ni sume salah lu.
lu slalu kaco misi wa di atas..
pape je r brader..
tp naseb badan wa r brader dapat lu..
ingatkan lu teruk dari wa mase lu cintan sana sini
makwe sana sini..skandal sana sini..
rupe-rupenye wa lg truk..(10 minutes ago i received da ugly news)
so karma is a bitch..
okey wa nk berterima kaseh atas segala jasa baek lu brader...
mesti dlm ati lu..lu ckp "awek aku nie mmg suke pow duit wa"
lu pow duit wa tyme wa keje nanti..siap lu..dh janjikan..
aku mmg manusia keji..
alah guraw je r brader...
ea brader..wa tau lu ade skodeng blog wa..tak malu..
lagi satu wa nk ucapkan terima kaseh kerana tanpa segan silu jumpa sama wa nyer mak a.k.a panglima singa
wa buat siyes sket jer..lu ingat wa btol2..tp mmg btol pon wa siyes..denda untuk lu..
ea brader..bil telefon dh setel kn?broadband wa dah setel ke x..wa mls nk msg sama lu sejak2 henpon touch screen yg lu beli jahanam..okey tue salah wa..(agak2 bilalah lu nk bg Iphone4..samsung galaxy pon bley)
last skali wa tau lu dh start sibok..pergh ade org tue nk naik pangkat seyh..lu x naik pangkat..wa pukul kaki lu..hahaha..tak pe r..wa x kesah pon..lu nk ternak ikan emas lu sepanjang hayat pon tak pe..tapi apa yg wa nak cakap..terima kasih kerana mencari masa untuk b'jumpa sama wa..almost every weekend lu turun jumpa wa..thank u dear...bye for now..
p/s:ea brader..lu asyk kena kutuk jer kat blog bekas makwe lu dulu..tulah chong lagi..aiskh..
rilek r brader..
wa nyer entry sejak2 akhir ni mmg ade niat nk tinggalkan kamu
tp wa dah janjikan...
aiskhh...ni sume salah lu.
lu slalu kaco misi wa di atas..
pape je r brader..
tp naseb badan wa r brader dapat lu..
ingatkan lu teruk dari wa mase lu cintan sana sini
makwe sana sini..skandal sana sini..
rupe-rupenye wa lg truk..(10 minutes ago i received da ugly news)
so karma is a bitch..
okey wa nk berterima kaseh atas segala jasa baek lu brader...
mesti dlm ati lu..lu ckp "awek aku nie mmg suke pow duit wa"
lu pow duit wa tyme wa keje nanti..siap lu..dh janjikan..
aku mmg manusia keji..
alah guraw je r brader...
ea brader..wa tau lu ade skodeng blog wa..tak malu..
lagi satu wa nk ucapkan terima kaseh kerana tanpa segan silu jumpa sama wa nyer mak a.k.a panglima singa
wa buat siyes sket jer..lu ingat wa btol2..tp mmg btol pon wa siyes..denda untuk lu..
ea brader..bil telefon dh setel kn?broadband wa dah setel ke x..wa mls nk msg sama lu sejak2 henpon touch screen yg lu beli jahanam..okey tue salah wa..(agak2 bilalah lu nk bg Iphone4..samsung galaxy pon bley)
last skali wa tau lu dh start sibok..pergh ade org tue nk naik pangkat seyh..lu x naik pangkat..wa pukul kaki lu..hahaha..tak pe r..wa x kesah pon..lu nk ternak ikan emas lu sepanjang hayat pon tak pe..tapi apa yg wa nak cakap..terima kasih kerana mencari masa untuk b'jumpa sama wa..almost every weekend lu turun jumpa wa..thank u dear...bye for now..
p/s:ea brader..lu asyk kena kutuk jer kat blog bekas makwe lu dulu..tulah chong lagi..aiskh..
Monday, January 24, 2011
bila otak terlebih aktif
apa yang saya selalu ingatkan pada diri saya
"But if it's from you I don't mind hurting."
kerana bagi saya
tetapi kadang kala apabila
"A half truth is a whole lie."
kemudian
"Maybe part of loving is learning to let go."
apa yang saya faham dari 'KITA'
apa kemungkinan akan berlaku dan reaksi saya
"Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go ."
maka saya mengharap jika itu yang berlaku
"As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you."
"But if it's from you I don't mind hurting."
kerana bagi saya
"If something is not worth fighting for, then it is not worth keeping."
tetapi kadang kala apabila
kemudian
"Sometimes A Sorry Being Said By The Mouth... Means Nothing From The Heart.."
maka saya berkata
dan apa yang saya telah belajar sepanjang kehidupan"Maybe part of loving is learning to let go."
apa yang saya faham dari 'KITA'
“True Love burns the brightest, But the brightest flames leave the deepest scars.”
apa kemungkinan akan berlaku dan reaksi saya
"Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go ."
maka saya mengharap jika itu yang berlaku
"As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you."
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Mimpi Ngeri Yang Sempurna
Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry
Why don't I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But it's okay, I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeahh
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, oh oooh
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare.
Why don't I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But it's okay, I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeahh
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, oh oooh
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare.
by: SHONTELLE-Perfect Nightmare
Monday, January 10, 2011
kepada sang kekaseh
Jangan disusun kata-kata penamat
Jangan disebut baris ayat keramat
Biar lenyap diserap sunyi
Biar senyap yang tak menyepi
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa
Mari patahkan papan markah lama
Mari padamkan buku tiga lima
Biar luka sembuh sendiri
Biar lupa dimakan hari
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa
Kau dampingi aku
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu
Bila marah merasuk minda
Kecewa menyelubungi jiwa
Aku lupa
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa
Ku teringatkanmu
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu
Tolong ingatkan aku kisah kita
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kita
by:ana raffali-tolong ingatkan aku
p/s:lagu yg ezza x puas ati..oh yeah..
Jangan disebut baris ayat keramat
Biar lenyap diserap sunyi
Biar senyap yang tak menyepi
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa
Mari patahkan papan markah lama
Mari padamkan buku tiga lima
Biar luka sembuh sendiri
Biar lupa dimakan hari
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa
Kau dampingi aku
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu
Bila marah merasuk minda
Kecewa menyelubungi jiwa
Aku lupa
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa
Ku teringatkanmu
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu
Tolong ingatkan aku kisah kita
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kita
by:ana raffali-tolong ingatkan aku
p/s:lagu yg ezza x puas ati..oh yeah..
Friday, January 7, 2011
lagu backstreet boy baru
tell me how to trust you?
tell me how to accept you?
tell me why you deserve a chance?
tell me why you deserve a chance?
and
tell me how to love you like before?
luahan jula-juli bintang 3
"memang kadang kala kebenaran itu menyakitkan..tetapi adalah lebih baik mengaku sesuatu kebenaran dari memberi penipuan untuk menyenangkan hati..kerana akhirnya kebenaran akan sentiasa mencari jalan sendiri..terbukti lalu percayalah ia akan lagi menyakitkan dari apa yang sepatutnya"
penipuan nujum pak belalang?
awas!cerita ini memang tak best langsung...
tersebut satu al-kisah..nujum pak belalang yg suka menipu isterinya si nujum mak kupu-kupu..(pergh nama tak glamer langsung lah)
maka nujum mak kupu-kupu pun tidak tahan dengan perangai pak nujum maka beliau membuat keputusan untuk blah dari pandangan pak nujum..kepercayaan serta merta ghaib macam selipar cantek kat masjid..bagi beliau untuk apa bersama kalau perkara paling asas tiada..bak kata muthu, elek kosong..
tetapi pak nujum tidak langsung mahu kehilangan nujum mak kupu-kupu..berusaha dengan gigih si pak nujum..akhirnya beliau berjaya..mak nujum kira-kira macam dh kena sihir ngan pak nujum lalu menerima beliau balik..mungkin bagi firasat pak nujum, mak nujum memaafkannya kerana atas dasar sayang yg tak berbelah bagi..tetapi apa yang pak nujum tidak tahu..kepedihan hati yang menusuk sangat-sangat dirasai oleh mak nujum selepas penerimaan pak nujum..seboleh-boleh mak nujum tepis perasan beliau yg semakin tawar macam ikan air tawar..
apa yang mak nujum rasa sekarang adalah lain dari sebelumnya..dunia tak seindah dahulu..mana mungkin perkara akan jadi seperti dahulu..mana mungkin..mak nujum sangat kecewa macam kekecewaan tengok kepala botak rooney..dan pak nujum tidak tahu bahawa semua kebahagian yang ditunjuk oleh mak nujum adalah 0.1% tulen..hanya kerinduan sahaja yg benar..setiap kali habis bertentang serampang dua mata atau main calling2(perlu diingat versi cerita dah diolah untuk memenuhi arus kemodenan-hahah).mak nujum akan merenung diam..memikirkan tentang impak penipuan p.nujum..menarik nafas yang tak berapa lega kerana berjaya membuatkan p.nujum percaya bahawa m.nujum bahagia seperti dahulu..sedaya upaya mereka cerita agar hati p.nujum terhibur tetapi kadang kala m.nujum gagal mengawal emosi..mak nujum pon nak emo gak..
mak nujum tahu makin lama perasaan impak penipuan bonus berganda dari p.nujum makin membakar diri..dan mak nujum percaya suatu hari nanti mak nujum terpaksa curi-curi membawa diri...mak nujum hanya mampu cuba memujuk p.nujum menghabis masa dengan beliau lebih dari yang dahulu..kalau boleh masa untuk berborak dipanjangkan(biasalah mak nujum memang suka bergosip sedikit)..tetapi sebab yang sebetulnya
bagi mak nujum..
mungkin perbualan malam itu bersama pak nujum adalah perbualan terakhir..
tersebut satu al-kisah..nujum pak belalang yg suka menipu isterinya si nujum mak kupu-kupu..(pergh nama tak glamer langsung lah)
maka nujum mak kupu-kupu pun tidak tahan dengan perangai pak nujum maka beliau membuat keputusan untuk blah dari pandangan pak nujum..kepercayaan serta merta ghaib macam selipar cantek kat masjid..bagi beliau untuk apa bersama kalau perkara paling asas tiada..bak kata muthu, elek kosong..
tetapi pak nujum tidak langsung mahu kehilangan nujum mak kupu-kupu..berusaha dengan gigih si pak nujum..akhirnya beliau berjaya..mak nujum kira-kira macam dh kena sihir ngan pak nujum lalu menerima beliau balik..mungkin bagi firasat pak nujum, mak nujum memaafkannya kerana atas dasar sayang yg tak berbelah bagi..tetapi apa yang pak nujum tidak tahu..kepedihan hati yang menusuk sangat-sangat dirasai oleh mak nujum selepas penerimaan pak nujum..seboleh-boleh mak nujum tepis perasan beliau yg semakin tawar macam ikan air tawar..
apa yang mak nujum rasa sekarang adalah lain dari sebelumnya..dunia tak seindah dahulu..mana mungkin perkara akan jadi seperti dahulu..mana mungkin..mak nujum sangat kecewa macam kekecewaan tengok kepala botak rooney..dan pak nujum tidak tahu bahawa semua kebahagian yang ditunjuk oleh mak nujum adalah 0.1% tulen..hanya kerinduan sahaja yg benar..setiap kali habis bertentang serampang dua mata atau main calling2(perlu diingat versi cerita dah diolah untuk memenuhi arus kemodenan-hahah).mak nujum akan merenung diam..memikirkan tentang impak penipuan p.nujum..menarik nafas yang tak berapa lega kerana berjaya membuatkan p.nujum percaya bahawa m.nujum bahagia seperti dahulu..sedaya upaya mereka cerita agar hati p.nujum terhibur tetapi kadang kala m.nujum gagal mengawal emosi..mak nujum pon nak emo gak..
mak nujum tahu makin lama perasaan impak penipuan bonus berganda dari p.nujum makin membakar diri..dan mak nujum percaya suatu hari nanti mak nujum terpaksa curi-curi membawa diri...mak nujum hanya mampu cuba memujuk p.nujum menghabis masa dengan beliau lebih dari yang dahulu..kalau boleh masa untuk berborak dipanjangkan(biasalah mak nujum memang suka bergosip sedikit)..tetapi sebab yang sebetulnya
bagi mak nujum..
mungkin perbualan malam itu bersama pak nujum adalah perbualan terakhir..
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