He

you have changed dear
to be a real lover

you show me
what it takes to be my man

to stitch back the whole heart
to mend what was broken

i have saw this coming
because it cost me a bullet

not that i don't appreciate after all you had been through
nor that i have not well convinced

it just a chip on my shoulder
i forgive but never forget

and now you make me harder
to miss you in my chapter of life

and in the end
i need you like you need me too
but having you
the word 'guilt' confronts me
coz you have left me with no reason
to finally to leave you one day

i only need one mistake
then i shall make this right.

flying text to no where

sorry..for a long pause..
i was trying to cope my new 'nyampah' life
school, students, lesson, supervisor, house n him
it drove without a final red light..

and
i felt that i had hit by a big rock
struck by 'truth' lightning
i fell
lay there unconsciously

it gave a big impact..
it questioned my integrity
it revised my philosophy of life

perhaps a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush
and i hope i had made the right decisions.